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Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) Community
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Is Pshycho surgery necessary
by ElieElie, Nov 07, 2008 09:17PM
My Ocd is related to my existance where I fail sometime to be concious under the effect of a thought,mainly i try to depress myself under a thought thinking i will be able to perform a certain task, such as be intelligent enough, behave like a man,etc be able to be like some relative intlligent smart having good relashionship. I remember having these thoughts since early childhood, years passed and the condition got somehow stabalized until at the age of 17 I started having these obsessions severely I was consulted to many doctors and I took plenty of medication, the pshychological problem at the begining was school related gradually through time It is severe not allowing me to any focus on reality just lapses on conciousness and out. Its topic changed from school and intelligence to being a man having wife having friends etc.. while the main problem is my existence or my fulfilment in my life. I was able to have medication for 5 years and got my BS in EE and then came to America and got two masters while the thoughts have multiplied and i lost 8 years with no recount of conciuosness as ordinary man. Ididn't have friends I was always going to speak with people just to get out of the problem and sometime I start telling them about the thoughts that trouble me and feel a freak to them, I was also unable to focus. I was withdrawn from girls I'm not focusing on reality I'm always obssessing about life and my existence this lasted till now the age of 31. I remember that I never had a love affair i'm always struggling with these thoughts, never have any sexual encounter except with 4 prostitutes in my life and at that time I was not there. thoughts last in my brain last for six to seven month, i often remember times where I'm under complete blackout to reality. I'm sometime by time feeling little conciousness . i'm not unctioning at all will this be reasonable enough to have a pshychological surgery.
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